Your life

I am not this kind of a person who gives up. Even if it's hard. As Abby Lee Miller keeps saying: It can make you or it can break. Your choice. Or maybe sometimes you just have to suck it up. Stop panicking, don't think about it, relax and breath? I just believe that there are always two choices: you can either grow from something difficult and be so much stronger or you can just give up and take all those beautiful things that could happen in the future away from you. As my dance teacher keeps saying: your body, your choice, your life and I terribly believe that everything depends on the way we perceive it. It's all about our mind, as you can be succesful but not happy or amazingly normal and happy as hell. I am going to open the next chapter in my life. I hope that it will be a good one. The one that you remember for years, the one that makes you stronger and gives you real people, real memories and real dreams. The one that is the beginning of  one's success. I feel so tired of people who gave up on their dreams many years ago and right now mirror everything in the way which is far away from being positive. We all know someone like that, dont we. Right? They kinda don't believe in dreams or hapiness anymore and try to make other people think the way they think. But didn't I moved to London by myself and meet so many ineterting people? Didn't I make this dream come true? Yes, I did. As Madonna said one day: we all fall to the floor at some point. It's how we pick yourself up that's a real challenge. Isn't it? You can give me a lot of examples why something doesn't work but at the same time I can give you so many examples of people who succeed in life. Like really succeed. What I learnt in 2015 is that it all depends on the way you think. You can get it but go for it, you can be happy but start smiling and stop moaning, you can build beautiful things but believe in it.
I keep looking for a room to rent right now and it's easier than I thought it might be but at the same time I feel sorry for myself as I will leave something really beautiful behind me. Even if it's my decision. I should stop.  I am not gonna put myself down but lift myself up. I am taking a jazz class tomorrow, do some lyrical and get a lot of strenght as dancing makes me feel free, when my heart is between the lyrics, mirrors and chaines. I will have more time to take ballet, jazz and hip hop classes at least.